about 2010..

After reading a few reflective posts about 2010, I was inspired to post about it, too. Well truthfully, due to the 3 semester per year system in University, I tend to feel that 3 years instead of 3 semester had passed (which is kind of TOO FAST). When I realized today is the last day of 2010, i can't help thinking of how many changes I had been through this whole year. And believe me.. it's a lot.

2010 wasn't an all good (or all bad) year for me, thankfully. I do have many happy moments compare to the not so happy times. Basically there were many eventful days in this year, leading me from one path to another. The events had taught me not only to be strong and get over with my mistakes, it also helped me realized one of my deep (or deathly) flaw, which is being envious.

For years I've been wondering "Why the hell I reacted so emotionally when I see people being more capable or better than me??" Well, it is a dark side of mine (Sotong's personality? =x) that always made me feel inferior to others since young. And believe me, I also realized that due to this stupid flaw of mine, I had unintentionally hurt people around me and worse still, made myself down for most of the times. However, during the middle of 2010, a certain event had guided me to realize this dark side of mine (Yes, I'm slow at realizing things~) and taught me to rationalize myself whenever I started to feel envious about a certain situation or event. This also made me realized that my past "down" experience were almost all from the same cause and since then, being able to rationalize events had reduced my tendency to feel down most of the time.

Well, looking at what I had been through in 2010, I had definitely learnt a lot, and mostly on my personal developments. Thanks 2010 for teaching me a valuable lesson. Happy New Year PEEPS :D

(Slacked off from study~ back to work!)